Feeling the drive, feeling the compulsive reaction and obsession. What makes you so full of excitement about daily things? About waking up at 7 am in the Monday morning and slowly reaching for a coffee cup? About smell of facial hairs when you kiss him, about their texture and how they slide between your fingers slowly as you touch his face gently? About feeling the strong scent of three-day sweat on your boyfriend’s t-shirt? About french-kissing his feet after 8 km jogging sesh around the town?
Excitement enlights your thoughts as the feromones hit your receptors.
But my simple question is - how? How to feel such excitement when you worry about daily living. What is making you so obsessed with the things that are so unnecessary and unreal?

models: Jan Skiba, myself